Just getting started
I was thinking...that I would start writing in my journal again - at least 2 1/2 weeks ago - then my girlfriend Nia - sent me her journal - how cute I thought. But really - would I put my deepest - darkest - fears & thoughts for everyone to see...? I dont know.
Its suppose to be healthy doing this - letting it all go... Im just trying
I sometimes feel like a ballon -
I wait for someone to feel me up so that I can float
Maybe I'll float away
I sometimes feel like a flower
NO ONE's PAYING ANY ATTENTION TO ME!!!!!
maybe - I'll fake a death
turn yellow -
then brown
feed me water
I sometimes feel like - Im tried of love
the noun
-the verb
I say it -
I mean it -
I talk about it - like a person
No one's ever seen it
I sometimes feel like Carrie from Sex in the City or...
maybe Briget Jones.
but thats not reality -
I sometimes feel alone
I sometimes feel - like I....
woulda
shoulda
did - that different
but its over now
Its suppose to be healthy doing this - letting it all go... Im just trying
I sometimes feel like a ballon -
I wait for someone to feel me up so that I can float
Maybe I'll float away
I sometimes feel like a flower
NO ONE's PAYING ANY ATTENTION TO ME!!!!!
maybe - I'll fake a death
turn yellow -
then brown
feed me water
I sometimes feel like - Im tried of love
the noun
-the verb
I say it -
I mean it -
I talk about it - like a person
No one's ever seen it
I sometimes feel like Carrie from Sex in the City or...
maybe Briget Jones.
but thats not reality -
I sometimes feel alone
I sometimes feel - like I....
woulda
shoulda
did - that different
but its over now
posted by Hamani at 11:00 AM
2 Comments:
I feel the same way....and you know what keeps me sane? Knowing that I am not alone because I have people like you in my life to share my fears and joy with. You are very loved and very wanted! You are a joy just seeing you smile and hearing your laugh. You keep me updated with the latest fashion and music. You know what's really funny. Out of every album that we have the same the songs that have been your favorite are the exact ones that I skipped! BUt once I hear your point of view of the song you give me a new appriceation of that song then everytime I hear it I think of you and I listen to it instead of skipping it. You are loved! KNow this!
ps.........love the page put some pictures up so the world can see your beauty! I have some pictures saved that you sent me if you need them! k?
*smooches*
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